Dear Mama

4 years. It’s been 4 years since you left this Earthly plane. Everyday you’ve been gone, it’s been painful.This year has been the absolute worst for me, and the one I wish you were here the most. But, I know you’ve been with me during the worst of it all. As much as it has hurt me to make the decisions I have, i. e. your granddaughter, I am better off. However, this year, and the horrors of the past have taken a huge toll on my overall health. Oh well, what can you do except go forward, right?
As long as I’m alive, no matter where I am, I will always have this night and this cross light up the valley in your honor. I still remember sitting on the deck, our long talks and how much you found solace seeing it lit up at night. It is the least I can do.
I miss you Mom, and I love you very, very much. We’ll see each other again